really shouldn't be so depressed.

Just because Benny has a girlfriend now I wasn't fast enough. Or maybe I'm just not his type.

Oh well. Still kind of a downer though. I mean, what chance did I REALLY have? I met him a few times, we've talked yea but nothing important. Guess it wasn't meant to be.

This on top of not sleeping well is doing wonders to my self esteem.