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Cant talk about it on facebook because I cant let my aunt or family know just how badly I'm doing. God this hurts so much. Just when I think im doing well BAM something happens and its like a knife through my heart. Hurry up monday, I cant keep doing this. Cant keep pretending I'm ok.

I cant even cry. Why cant i just fucking cry and be ok? And why do people have to do things to hurt me?